Sunday, February 28, 2010


I know it has been a while since my last post, and it might be a bit longer.  I do have a video that I need to edit, but life has thrown a fruit stand full of nothing but lemons at me and I have to deal with it.  Since I do not believe in getting too personal in my blogs/vlogs I'm afraid that I may be taking a break of undetermined length from being online.  I will miss this and I hope you miss me, but I really need some time to myself.  I'm sure you understand.

See you peeps after the great murk.  Love you all.

Monday, February 22, 2010

02-21-2010 aka Brad Opens Up & Gets Real

Just opening up and being honest about religion, dreams, and premonitions.  This is me at my most real and raw... and not just because I JUST woke up.  :-P 

I also figured it would be best to not edit it and show the true me, so I apologize for the length of the video and the multiple parts.  I also find it hard to form my thoughts on the spot, that's why I'm a better writer.  Plus, like I said, just woke up!  :-P

If you have anything negative to say, please take it elsewhere.  Thank you.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Pit & Pit's Friend

Pit & Pit's Friend 02-17-2010

I have a Pit in my stomach
that will not go away
it's gnawing, chewing, eating,
and I think it's here to stay

That Pit brought a Friend
to hang out in my head
to fill it full with vicious doubts
and things left unsaid

I once was at peace
before the Pit and its Friend
now it's all I have inside
and I don't know when it will end

Will the Pit and its Friend
devour me whole?
Will I ever have that peace again
and that calmness to my soul?

I'll have to learn patience
I'll have to sit and wait
I'll have to put my trust again
in the fickle hands of fate.

Oh, Pit and Pit's Friend
Enjoy your buffet
I'm not sure I care right now
I'm not sure of what to say

I know it will all pass
It always seems to go
But for fuck's sake, Pit and Pit's Friend,
why do you eat so slow?!


I've always been emotionally self-destructive with the path of least resistance,
so now I have to try the tour of hardships and see if I prevail.
Wish me luck, wish me love.  ^_^

Friday, February 12, 2010


True Heart (truehrt)  02-12-2010

I've never had such wonderfulness
such passion for life
such a warming embrace

I’ve never experienced full-on blissness
such joy running rife
such a fast beating pace

I’ve never met a heart so true
so precious to hold
so strong an enthrall

I’ve never known one like you
so endearing and bold
so easy to fall


Happy Valentine's Day weekend, everyone!  ^_^

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Texas Sized Snow in Texas?! o_0

You read that right.  Snow.  In Texas.  TEXAS!  I'm not talking about a light dusting or little flakes; I'm talking HUGE ass cluster-flakes (a cousin of the cluster-fuck).  Everything was covered in white this morning!  It was weird.  It was like I was transported to Bizzaro Texas.  It's just not right.  Not right at all.  I used to LOVE this weather; the cold, the dreary, the miserable, but ever since I turned thirty and found a source of real happiness (I might touch on that later, but if you're clever enough, you might be able to just guess it) now I want the sun, the warmth, hell I'd even love to go to a beach!  Yeah, you read right!  Me!  On a beach!  Who would've thought it?!  Not I!  So, yeah, I am SO over this cold and gloom.  I want the sun!  Not too much, at least not yet... I burn easily.  >_<

In other news, I have volunteer duty at the theatre this Saturday from 6:00pm to 11:00pm, but it isn't for the usual usher duty.  I will be assisting with the annual Spotlight Gala silent auction!  I really wanted to go to this because I donated a signed copy of my book to the auction and I'm really curious as to how much it might go for!  ^_^  The tickets are $150, so I'm VERY thankful that the theatre manager requested that I help out!  I hope I get to find out who snags my book up and for how much!  This is exciting!  ^_^

If you want to know more about the WaterTower Theatre, please visit:  They are always looking for donations and volunteers and you would be helping to support the arts, which is the best cause that I know of!  ^_^

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Dallas ComiCon 2010!!! ^_^

Be sure to watch this intro, first!  ^_^

No actual humans were harmed by sheep during filming of these videos.