03-10-2010 aka Karaoke Brad

Okay, yes, I know... I look horrible.  Thought that I'd match the way that I sound.  :-P  Just a little ditty that I whipped up real quick-like.  I know that I can't sing, I don't need you to tell me so.  :-|  If ya like this, I might post me singing my other songs from my book.  I hope I can remember the tune to them!  >_<

Oh lord, I can't believe I'm showing this to the world!  LOL!  It's SO awful!  I'm so embarrassed!  ROFL!

If Only You Knew  03-10-2010

The nights still pass on

With you gone

I know I was wrong

I hurt for so long

I long for the dawn

And the day

What can I say

To make it right

I'd put a fight

Yet right here I lay

In my grave

Dug yesterday

I pour the dirt

On my hurt

And now I wait...

I realize now that I fucked up

Remembering laughs we shared in the dark

Reflecting back on how I just blew up

If only you knew what's in my heart

If only you knew how much I loved you

If only you knew how much I care

If only you knew how much I miss you

If only you knew how much I wish I was there

If only you knew...

I pick myself up

Shake it off

Wipe off the dirt

Hide my hurt

Continue on

With my life

No more tears or strife

I've let it all go

But time moves slow

I'm sure you know

I can't carry this regret forever

I know in the end that I'll endeavor

This is so hard for me to sever

If only you knew the meaning of never

If only you knew how much I loved you

If only you knew how much I care

If only you knew how much I miss you

If only you knew how much I wish I was there

If only you knew...

I say my goodbye

As I cry

Wipe dry my eyes

And realize

You were never mine

If only you knew how much I loved you

If only you knew how much I care

If only you knew how much I miss you

If only you knew how much I wish I was there

If only you knew...

~~~(UPDATE)~~~

An apology to your ears.  :-P